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i'm still blogging.here.TUMBLR

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Written by Adrian Tan, author of The Teenage Textbook (1988), was the guest-of-honour at a recent NTU convocation ceremony. This was his speech to the graduating class of 2008.—– I must say thank you to the faculty and staff of the Wee Kim Wee School of Communication and Information for inviting me to give your convocation address. It’s a wonderful honour and a privilege for me to speak here

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Romans 7:14-25 14We know that the law is spiritual; but I am unspiritual, sold as a slave to sin. 15I do not understand what I do. For what I want to do I do not do, but what I hate I do. 16And if I do what I do not want to do, I agree that the law is good. 17As it is, it is no longer I myself who do it, but it is sin living in me. 18I know that nothing good lives in me, that is, in my sinful

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make Maradonna run NAKED!! yioshhh!!!

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i think i've been mentally involved for quite sometime now. its time to get real. i realize sometimes we actually need to say thing out loud to actually go " WTH am i doing going about this kind of issue" . My time should be put to good use. well, its nice to have happy thoughts. yea im sucker for day dreaming. been slacking a lil on the Word. Buck up now ym. Just when i see how involved are

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O use me, Lord, use even me,Just as Thou wilt, and when, and where,Until Thy blessèd face I see,Thy rest, Thy joy, Thy glory share.

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i love you so much that i almost hate you. don't make me go trough that again. leave.-alex karev.

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ok im just going to start by saying this."i think by attending the weddings of friends from the same high school batch, will make me feel older." was looking at facebook's friends wedding photos.ok let's continue;where did i left off. the wedding reception. yes.At 3.55 i received an sms from my aunt asking me if i want to head down to singapore with her at 5. she asked me once on thursday nite

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blogging about it still gives me a smile. at first i was like,saturday was a public holiday, wth am i doing in johor.now i kinda know all the reasons for me to be there. heha. unbelievable.the whole world knows it was dennis and joelyn's wedding last sat. fri night i went to help out not heaps but can say i just went to daya to make heboh nie la. helped out like super little despite the credits

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It's always been a mystery to meHow two hearts can come togetherAnd love can last foreverBut now that I have found you, I believeThat a miracle has comeWhen God sends the perfect oneNow gone are all my questions about whyAnd I've never been so sure of anything in my lifeChorus: I wonder what God was thinkingWhen He created youI wonder if He knew everything I would needBecause He made all my

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In room. msn blinking everywhere. it felt like my world have slow down a lil. i wish time would just stop for a sec. u know how people say, you're young and you have the whole world right before you and u get all pumped up and u just wanna like charge out and say "eat my shorts! world". but after awhile you find yourself sitting infront of a pc wit a semi blurred eye thinking, i need a break

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my mind is finally free! it deserves that leap alright!

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CARPE DIEM !!! ( dead poets society)

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And if you need someonejust to be aroundHelp put the pieces backthat you finally foundThat’s what I’m here forThat’s what I’m here forWhen you need a little lessOr you want a little moreThat’s what I’m here forThat’s what I’m here for

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another english movie about the queen of England i supposed. i had to go for a second attempt. the first time didnt really caught my attention prolly im a lil worn off from work. so grammies out of town. i've got the whole room to myself watching this under white light instead of yellow downlights. it was pretty good. as usual, some my find movies wit less actions and overflowing conversations

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and so this colleague of mine was proudly telling me that there's this hot 30+ woman where body is like fit as crazy, wealthy like crazy and is almost buddy with his twin bro. and he went on saying that uncles like to look at her body (prolly she looks old but her body is not) but didnt say lengchais looking..but anything la. so my colleague said he event went for a drink with her once. is johor

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it's prolly a monday thingie. Eyes extra slim, work pace extra slow, hair extra messy, talk extra draggy, dressing extra casual, tummy extra bloated from over eating over the weekend.boss gave me a glass of wine and guess what, chocolates go well with wine.Saun said breaking of bread at home. hahaha. daf was, hmmph..........how shall i put it. nvm, don't want to mention. but i know the cause of

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while i was driving i glance over at my watch (for the time to be truthful) and i thought, i love my watch *pause*1) my watches2) my gadgets (toys)3) my car ( altho it's kancil i still love it coz it helped me save on the fuel)4) my parents (for generosity)above all, i love God who gave me all the above.hehe.

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there's isnt much "recently(s)" for me to blog about. those deep thoughts that i had while driving home from work (it's a really long drive) will just end up like any other day's thoughts-up hanging in the air. i finally understood and accepted the fact that my blogging has cycles. it goes like plenty of words to almost none and i think i once blogged only with a title. hmmphs. now, all i have

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Fear God, Keep Your Vows 1 Walk prudently when you go to the house of God; and draw near to hear rather than to give the sacrifice of fools, for they do not know that they do evil. 2 Do not be rash with your mouth, And let not your heart utter anything hastily before God. For God is in heaven, and you on earth; Therefore let your words be few. 3 For a dream

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How to train your dragon was awesome.oh yea it's 3d btw. It literally puts a smile on your face.

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10 Whatever my eyes desired I did not keep from them. I did not withhold my heart from any pleasure, For my heart rejoiced in all my labor; And this was my reward from all my labor. 11 Then I looked on all the works that my hands had done And on the labor in which I had toiled; And indeed all was vanity and grasping for the wind. There was

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a dream where i woke up smiling. and its clearly in daya. every face is so clear. but there's mgc-ian too. one face i can remember super clear is un kian boon and melissa's face. it will def take a while to forget this one.if only dreams really come true.i hope it comes true tho. im still on cloud nine.i dream the best dream when im on my bed back home. malacca rawks. but daya rawks too. coz

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whenever i watch english movies, i feel quite dream like,the littlest of actions, never ending of conversations, and yet, i never got bored of watching it.John: We will live in the country.Fanny: Close to Mama.John: And our bedroom will look out onto a little apple orchard and beyond that, a mountain in a mist.Fanny: We can make a garden where every sort of wildflower grows.John: And we will go

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w/o the sight of the superior. hmmph. it's quite a good feeling. i bought the tics and got ready to leave for malacca last fri at 6pm. BUT some tender work got me held back. was devastated ofcourse. haven't been back since like when? two weeks ago. haiz. but i've always look at these sucky mishaps with another perspective. well, if it doesnt go according to your plan, it's God's plan's turn. some

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live the life outside the comfort zone. that's when u will realize that you're growing.when i attend mgc i tend to miss daya. when im in daya i wonder who spoke for sermon and wads for youth that day. hmph.ppl ask, how am i blending in daya. im okay actually.really. i mean not that i have anything to do in mgc anyway. so responsibility and usefulness wise, i feel almost the same. i just miss home

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sometimes i kinda think i knew how heart attack feels like.its like a burn in the heart and i have trouble breathing.

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GOODNESS ME.this is one hell of an awesome shot!!!!im good with this kind of shots. beauty shots...nah~

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i love you, i freaking love you,...power speech.hahas

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if there is a second,i would love the world to know,to know that im proud what i have.if there is a second,it would not be about the changes,but it would be about acceptance.if there is a second,it would not be about what is done,but about what we'll do.if there is a second,it would not be findings of faults,but embracing the moments of awesomeness.if there is a second,i would show that i've

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i blog here now. just so you know. this blog will be updated for big events sake. shrugs.

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it felt like christmas came early. hahaha. it was actually birthday makan for 3 of the office people.rm 31.90. the mint sauce is killer.yew's cafe pretty pricey eh.

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yes i want to rant. i've been super pening with stuff like off-days. its pretty troublesome that i have to work on saturdays and this year, coincidently, most of the holidays falls on fridays. which encourages me to take off on saturdays which is the days that we work half day. i know people say " rugi " only. the benefits of not working on saturdays:1. i'm taking 6 days off in total for the

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when was it around this month last year? or next month this year.bah.

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or today i shall say, i vowed to save up for this extension for my toy......i prolly need to dig out half from my bro due to my freaking low salary.still in research of a good wide lense tho. its 2100 for tamron and 2800 for canon's.i woke up early this morning. got a paper and pen. and start drafting where i can cut and save. bah! i need higher pay. it can't support my life. man..this

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waiting for the day where the carefree feeling comes back.when dangling feets are up high with crazy adrenaline rush and make hair stands at the back of the neck.that would be therapeutic. i need a life! i need randomness!this office is way too serious. get me out! get me out!

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINYEE!!!!why the title? the food at niniq's tasted so healthy. we had alfalfa in our salad. tasted super raw. sinyee's pesto pasta made her feel like a goat. i ordered focacia sandwich(?). mushroom and egg filling. bah. it's really is just alright.this is the only way i can show the pics, because the quality of a camera phone sucks when it hits the night.no enough light. sharma

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good morning world. eat my shorts.i do sometimes go till certain extend to get the movie that seems interesting to me. but going to some pasar malam JUST for dvd that i particularly asked for and i had to make 3 trips there to get it, it's pretty huge to me. so this dvd that im talkin about is FAME. u know the "remember, remember, remember". hmmph.trailler was good, and its a movie about some

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so i went to cold storage the other day. i saw this pack of eyeballs. technically, sinyee saw them. i tot i shall give my lil cousins a lil taste of halloween. i bought the pack which contains 12 oh so delicious peanutbutter filled chocs. brought back and gave them 2 each (because i wanted the rest for myself) yes cheapskate big cousins. but they found out where i kept the rest of the eyeballs

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hey, im no general worker. there's a cert sitting at home waiting for the rats to chew on them.oh well, somewhere in between your seconds,minutes, hours, days weeks, months and years of you working, you would bound to hit some wall. Don't get me wrong, i love my job, or maybe i shall put it as my future job? coz for now prolly im trying a lil too hard to be important. colleagues have been great

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i just want to save this pic w/o placing it anywhere in my laptop. so i put it in my blog. yes i store pics in my blog

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my table is super semak.my first flu in johore bah!i went to watch MJ's THIS IS IT with melanie yest.prolly that's why my flu became worst. ah, why is everybody not a fan of his. even sin yee wasn't. i feel that it was awesome. the dance moves and all. apparently his dancers are all super mascular and he's like the size of the woman. he talks so gently even when he's like commenting and end with

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You may not be her first, her last, or her only. She loved before she may love again. But if she loves you now, what else matters? She’s not perfect – you aren’t either, and the two of you may never be perfect together but if she can make you laugh, cause you to think twice, and admit to being human and making mistakes, hold onto her and give her the most you can. She may not be thinking about

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1) pissed2) tired because i was pissed.3) numb because i felt tired due to the fact i was pissed since morning.why can't you speak nicely leh?nobody to blame..blame who? blame me...

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with two slaps of daily bread on my table.two good slaps that is. it was pretty weird how my colleagues and i were talking about sewing and reaping, and today when i flipped to the fresh daily bread dated 4th of November ( happy birthday kor btw) and it said "Seeds and faith"- Galatians 6:7: whatever a man sows,that he will also reap. hmm...and my colleague got a chinese bible as a gift to the

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for late nite drives...its awesome!but i can't stand the video.can be made more happening.revisiting some dance videos that used to be my favs.i love moose.

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yes i love posing with flowers. hey, gotta add some fun to the work aight? yes im dying from exhaustion soon.the title. it's just what i thought the colleagues will tell me whenever they wanted to take a shot. coz i give crazy poses. after that i ask them to take me picture just for some laughs.ah it's halloween already and i missed baskin badly. no space in the fridge for me. sad.tired tired.

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when you park your car infront of a "no parking" sign and you still wouldn't get a summon.having desserts after a good dinner. it put an end to the whole meal.when the table is overflowing with emptied plates.when you notice that your eyebags are piling up due to lack of sleep because of the fun u had.eating mcd ice cream that comes in the egg carton, under the freezing aircond and during working

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Im still not sure if it's a nightmare or what but if deja vu is to happen, i will shit right in my pants.so here's how the story goes.i was out with some friend that i can't remember who. i think it was hema. after lunch and she went to the toilet. so i gave ju a called. she accepted the incoming and didnt speak. i think i heard her talking with her dad about coming to johor bahru to study

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or just the bed and the lamps. iya. its ma-fun.

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thanks hwei for that mail which i didnt know where u dug out. speaking of coffee. i had like 3 cups yest coz was hangover from crazy afternoon at work and "wild" driving at night. i still suck with johor roads. didnt know till my two best friend hit the town and i didnt know how to bring them to a planned destination. i think it wasnt a really fruitful visit for them. anyhow, glad they came once.

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not to expect too much from life.it sucks.but i learn that u can make life an exciting one if u try.heh chenli. its the matter of making a decision and stick by it.so i should start trying.hope? i just want everything to go back to way back before everything even started. nothing more.expectations will kick urself in the butt sometimes.u can expect alot from urself. but not too much from people.

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this IS still my fav song to sing to when im driving to work in the morning. I never thought I'd be in love like thisWhen I look at you my mind goes on a tripThen you came in, and knocked me on my faceFeels like in I'm a raceBut I already won first placeI never thought I'd fall for you as hard as I did(As hard as I did, yeah)You got me thinkin' bout our life our house and kids, yeahEvery mornin'

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more loveneed to feel more love around.(look at the paper bag for hint)you know, i wanted to join the daya church caroling and sing some parts but im not sure i want to spend my Christmas here in johor. why not? because i would like to have some shepard's pie at auntie tina's, lepak with mgc church members and have jollie time getting drunk on just plain juices during christmas eve. i would

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im saving up for taiwan .janet hsieh is evil.*editim a hardworker today.

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yes, with food.i realized i can't take cooked salmon. the taste is too strong. but i can take raw salmon.i was out with sin yee, discovering Plaza Pelangi. it looked dead and familiar a lil. the back alley that is. so we had dinner at Seasons and they are having 30% off all ala cartes after 6. which is awesome. Their cake is awesome and sinyee's baked chicken rice taste miles better than any char

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that i puke at the sight or just by listening people flirt?its just about now....*UWEEEEEEKKK....*oh geesh.. get a room.

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el-migos's oreo milk shake RM9.90i have plenty of goals. just never seemed to quite reach them just yet.

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I officially step on the johor bahru most h appening place. THE Danga bay. i step on the ground surrounded by all clubs. and i was there for work. i was supposed to visit the ZON regency hotel for the renovation. Had to measure some rooms for the carpets and wallpaper fittings. So i know where to get cheap liquor and chocs now and if i can manage to get pass the leather smell, there's good

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the people....the food...the weird funny moments....(of thongs and cheap production)its never enough.selamat hari raya peeps...cheap coffee and toast dipped in half boil eggs at limbongan still rawks like old times.this i curik from junyi's blog.as u can see i terus cut and paste.When God said wait, you waitWhen God said no, you take a breakWen God said yes, you go aheadWhen God didn't say

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yes that includes the blackberry. i've stolen such image from here.just because i cant get any of my own.i've gotten used to eating alone at cafe's or for dinner with my laptop, acting busy.sometimes i would just get a piece of cake and eat it like for an hour or so.but honestly im pretty hectic right now just that i'm still procrastinating, like in school times.i've have tones to do IF i want to

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no.not that super awesome moment when kelly clarkson sang her winning AI song. ( freak AI doesnt ring american idol anymore. its more to adobe illustrator). anywho, the sensitive issue came back. just when i got my confidence way up high and enjoying people around me being ignorant about me being a lil different from others, the topic surfaced for like 5 to 10 minutes and im feeling all low down

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and because daryl seems to be almost very excited, i decided to check out the big bowl myslef. as u can see from the picture, i actually asked about the waiter to show me how big is the big bowl. its pretty huge but the waiter said some can finish in 5 minutes. 10 minutes should be sufficient for daryl. but well, it depends if he's a fast eater tho. some people eat in a relax mode. i think i can

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i've decided that i love papaya cream. yea its just a feeling that lingers and i finally realized its the love for that lotion. yup...love.good morning people. hope its a good day today..

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So, i just got home and had the most normal bath ever. Honestly, today was crazy tiring. Prolly i haven't been out the whole day for almost 2 months now that my "daya ketahanan" is crazy low. So, gary was around yesterday and i told him it felt like i was in mlc. just coz 2 mgc people was wit me yesterday. Gary bluffed me on saturday saying he was in malacca and for that i did not had dinner

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not because of this pic.i miss my canon ( delighting u always) like hell...my bro tapaued the camera like half a year already and i haven't touch it since then. that above ....is something i got for my hp camera. ah...my hp camera sucks altho its 5 mp. but...after leveling in photoshop..still not too bad la har.i had the fish eye lens AKA wide jellylens.. ah..ngantuk. people shud come down more

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i've been thinkin. i rather be busy serving God rather than that(ask me personally if u wanna know)....i'll be praying for a ministry to serve in..humans.pray for me.yea..i rather..im hoping to set my priorities right.im hoping to live my life.....like He wants me too.saya bukan emo. ini hanya sesetengah keputusan yang perlu diambil. jangan terjerumus...haha..bm...ahhhh hari raya coming..I JUST

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Wake up in the morning, stumble on my life.i can't get no love without sacrifice.If anything should happen, I guess I wish you well. A little bit of heaven, but a little bit of hell.This is the hardest story that I've ever told.No hope, or love, or glory happy endings gone forever more.I feel as if I'm wasted and I'm wastin' every day.This is the way you left me.I'm not pretending.No hope, no

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1# this is mgc people trying out colorful drinks at some small bazaar ramadhan at taman merdeka. the worse one is the jagung drink.tasted like meds. the best is the one in green color. its called kitara and tasted something like leng chi kang. at the bottom of the pack u can find turquoise colored barley.sharma said its toxic and i imagined it to have eye balls.2# this is sharma demonstrating the

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...and i find myself to be missing malacca a lil. prolly pms coming soon. im just moody. maybe coz i sprained my leg, and i can't walk properly. maybe coz of what humans told me yest. maybe coz of the phone call i got yest. u know how we pray that God leads us to the right track, and when something came out we wonder if its a sign, an open door, a warning. i have no idea.i woke up today thinking

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happy bday JESSY~!!

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my bday...plenty pictures but lazy la..i got a bag. the colleagues was super cool to courier something from penang for me..i love the bag alot..hopefully it wont koyak!

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apparently we humans need more than one reminder. certainly reminder of us being children of God. i accidentally brought my bible to work today coz i changed my bag. it kinda struck me when i saw this mcd sign. oh well, i checked out 1 peter 4:1-11. talking bout living for God...gotta admit, i need to be a better ambassador for Christ d..WAY BETTER!

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sweet sour pork, steamed kicap fish, sotong goreng, vege and white steamy rice. yam ring with ku rau rou....omg omg omg...i miss those like GILE LOT!!.....cravings...cravings...im damn hungry now. im attending class straight after decorating and rearranging showhouse furnitures. did some wiping some mopping since 10 am till 7.30. rush to class and here i am..filled with cravings. can't wait to go

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sometimes i find it hard to sleep at night knowing that a person that i still consider a friend doesn't want to feel the same way.i still want u as a friend if u're reading this. its hard, but give it a try. its all a huge mistake..im sorry u felt it so badly....

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i have no idea how i can get hooked up with this song. too catchy...too catchy.

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one human's expectation is beyond another's understanding. that's how it is.

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i finally went to DCG. it was more comfortable compared to full gospel.after church i went persada for pc fair with the church youths. crowded like hell. church was good. but need some adjustment with other elder's sermon..im think im goin back for un philip's book study sermon which is the third week and which is the week they have combined sermons in bilingual. awesome plan actually..hehaheha.

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my first time literally out with another familiar human being from malacca after 1 month plus in johor.i had fun..but gotta rush a lil coz i thought my grandma is at home alone. the story is, my uncle aunty and the two daugthers along with kakak supposed to go to muar. But since im home alone, uncle suggested that i go back malacca. but im pretty lazy to travel the 6 hours when i was back last

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some group pictures. individual ones in facebook.i miss them...who's the gal in the last pic..tak kenal pun...now that im all out of school i can't wait for my first...1) big pay check2) my first down payment for a car3) my first mature relationship with everybody..i'm gonna grow up real quick.4) my first project5) my first voucher from boss..hahahaand more other firsts...

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Despite the fact that i missed out eating macdonald in peace twice in a row, where i paid for them but i did not even had a bite, i'm still fine. it's friday and im at home finding things to do. it's rather odd that when i mentioned about staying with my uncle,aunt and my grandma with an additional maid, i get an almost 80 plus percent response that at least im gonna get good home cook meals.

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i was pretty busy earlier today. well, not too busy till like i can goo kookoo. my teacher is rushing one of the company contract houses. i heard he did not sleep for one night. i bet chenli knows better. whenever chenli tells me she didnt sleep for how-many days i would go like " as usual la." assuming that she's all immune towards sleepless nights. im wondering if i should go back next week.

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it was awesome. too bad didnt had the chance to stay longer to chat.it could have been even better.really....way better..

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introducing AGNEEY'S. its situated along the same row as my office. i pass that place everytime i had lunch at the vegetarian shop and everytime, i wonder what does it feel like eating in that air-conditioned place. its like a high class place for indian people to have their regular banana leave. so it was monday and i forgot to bring my phone. monday kinda suck big time. thank God for mandy.

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everything is just too vague now that i recall. its never a wise choice to jump into something when u're given less than a day to think about. i know that i think alot. sometimes my head aches due to certain stuff that i had to think over and over again without any clue or directions. for instance.when somebody is mad at u and u have no idea what is she or he mad about. i will think and think.

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after 3 days of almost 12 hours of standing, my feet and muscle can't really take it anymore.exhibition was a good exposure. i have never been to such exhibition. the most that i had was actually the interact club iu day. well, homedec was a lil like that to be honest. it's a day where u get to show off your stuff, show off your selling talent and be called "top sales person". now that the

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and i missed mika.lenka is pretty awesome.malacca people, im goin back this thursday!! like anybody care. my parents doesnt read blogs.nyeh.2 weeks....2 weeks....ridiculous....and people talks about hurt.this week is supposed to be about me.

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ok. im missusing the verse here. i've been asking for starbucks like almost 3 weeks. all i get is " JUSCO TEBRAU GOT!!!". i went there to find like gazillion times. maybe not because im here for like 3 weeks only. but when i got the exact location i HAD to give it a shot.and there u go. the bolded green font that made my day. finally, my searching is over and i know where to spend my saturdays

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You were the only face I'd ever knownI was the light from the lamp on the floorAnd only as bright as you wanted me to beBut, I am no gentleman, I can be a prickAnd I do regret more than I admitYou have been followed back to the same placeI sat with you drink for drinkTake the pain out of love and then love won't existEverything we had, everything we hadEverything we had, everything we hadIs no

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im tryin my best to finish half of it in a day. well, spending time in church other than MGC is a bit weird. it feels rather empty coz lack of fellowship around. i miss mgc alot. today the speaker spoke about different characters in colossians chapter 4. other than that he mentioned something that really hits me. he said something about familiness and how in "who wants to be a millionaire" game,

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awesomeness!

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this post is due to mandy's demand.but this post is not about her.yesterday was one of my colleague's birthday. just like malacca people, johore people perasan that people are doing something for them. but malacca birthday surprises are more secretive and aggressive. i miss those time where MGC people " break " into people's house like in the middle of the night tryin to scare people off their

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....at hour like this. their voices....splendid. im having a slight head ache from lack of rest. yest was my first time driving on the high way. sinyee said the way drive is very stable. i reach tol to tol in 2 hours. kancil not too bad aye. i went bukit saujana, danga bay and damansara alif. yea. sesat at 2 places for around 20 minutes and i was msging saun about it. ppl love to msg when im

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the wantan mee with various type of chicken and liang teh. i kinda drink liang teh everyday.i wonder why. i became like my bro already. liang teh everywhere he goes. but its a lil too sweet. must remember to lessen sweetness.aunt bake muffins. AWESOME. but its cheating baking. she bought the ready mixed flour. it taste GILER sedap with NUTELLA spread...ahhhhh....wit milo...ahhhhh..awesome food

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the rice looks good rite? im good at arranging and playing with colors..haha.tomorrow onwards...no pork.it will be cheaper by 60 cents.dem tired...i ate alot of rice while workin in johore...wow.

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