just any regular thursdays....

with two slaps of daily bread on my table.two good slaps that is. it was pretty weird how my colleagues and i were talking about sewing and reaping, and today when i flipped to the fresh daily bread dated 4th of November ( happy birthday kor btw) and it said "Seeds and faith"- Galatians 6:7: whatever a man sows,that he will also reap. hmm...and my colleague got a chinese bible as a gift to the nonbeliever colleague. oh well, she's a charismatic, and the nonbeliever is ...havent really had a church to settled down just yet, so she's like "promoting" her full gospel and said that i should attend city harvest and those kind of churches which contain younger people where their worship consist of 80% current christian songs from album rather than old hymns. yes she's aiming for me to get a bf here in johor but i insist of going back to malacca. in conclussion, no i don't plan to find bf in johor. charismatic, methodist, hmmm daya...nvm. i just love brethren churches.

About the settling down at a certain church, im pretty certain MGC is for me. i used to attend Methodist church Malacca, the huge and white with a hall that cost about 100 000 bucks. u know it strikes me that it doesn't matter how a church looks, a church is a place where believers come together. even though it means that we had to worship in wooden plank houses or shop houses, blah blah, get baptised in a kolam where the chances of slipping is pretty high because there's slime on the surface? i realise everything doesn't matter anymore when u can stand infront of the church a feel at peace. THAT is an awesome feeling. i miss those "ahhhhhh" feeling. i miss the extended family.

And so i flipped to today's daily bread teaching and it says "A good grooming"-psalms 26: 2-3: examine me, O Lord and prove me; try my mind and my heart. For Your loving kindness is before my eyes.

to read out "examine me, O Lord and prove me; try my mind and my heart" i knew myself im in no condition for God to do any of that. i wouldnt say i backslide with a "m" in y=ma+x, but i know im on y=x. okay. a lil maths language. so, when life's too calm, it's just dangerous. i remembered somebody telling me, in our christian walk, we should feel good when trials come. oh yea, i remember now, it was said during prayer, if u have nothing to pray about, its not good...not good at all.

hmm....what must it be my prayer today before i go to bed?

pray for me to get out of johor..haha. anyway, i always knew we are at a certain place at a certain time for certain reason.

*out of context*

Doubt thou the stars are fire;
Doubt that the sun doth move;
Doubt truth to be a liar;
But never doubt I love.
Hamlet, 2. 2

try playing this song on guitar. the song that i randomly heard while i was walking in a shopping mall and i entered to ask who sang it.heha.